Deep inside you know that anyone can make it great. Anyone can push through the barriers that they have set for themselves, and move on to a higher level, improving oneself in the process, reaching heights, fulfilling desires of the heart, and resolving inner conflict in some way. You can prove to yourself that you can be in that place--in that one place where another person has been dominating. You were like that before. Tests seemed to be a breeze, you get high honors at the end of the school year.People actually knew you for your brain...and not for your taste in clothes, or the way you wore your hair. That was before, this is now.
It was then that you realized that you were starting to lose it, like something had caused your brain to disintegrate.You're still good at it...but not good enough anymore...good enough to get you to that place where you once were. At the top. Another person had it.Another person has your place now. You don't 'rule' anymore. Someone unexpectedly grabbed your chair the moment you fell down. As you tried to go back to the surface and breath, you feel that the more you struggle you create, the more people are finding their way to the surface easily. Confused but determined, you looked for ways, but never really made it until now.
Another challenge is ahead of you, but you know you have wasted your time distracted and too carefree.
What is it, really?
You don't care anymore because it's useless, or it's useless because you don't care anymore?
Until now, you try recalling..those things you did that made you one of the best. Why did you lose it? Or rather, what did you gain for it to be set aside?
"Libre lang mangarap." How can a person like me, with two weeks until the National Licensure Exam, with a mediocre amount of knowledge, make it to the top?
Nothing is impossible. But how would one make that real?
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